from Mom

From mom:

 I feel like I was running and hit a brick wall head on. I bragged that Lily was my money bag due to her surgeries and my Benny Boy was my little healthy 30 lbs. ball with never one thing wrong. I am shocked, saddened and my heart literally hurts when I look at those big brown eyes looking at me. I can't stop the tears from flowing. I try not to let him see me cry because he will come over, sit in front of me and stare. I am sure he is telling me a thousand words. I have had pets my entire life, every one so special but the thing about Benny and Lily is that I found them on my own. They're "mine."

All of your words, thoughtfulness and generosity is extremely overwhelming. I write these words because you understand. There is an outpouring of support from you, Facebook and Twitter friends. I don't know what to say except I love my Benny boy. (and of course my monster Lily)

I look at Lily who appears a bit depressed. She lays close to Benny, which she used to prefer a little space. She refuses to be alone. I will comfort both, and continue to make them as happy and comfortable as they can be. Frankie and a friend Khristine from the French Bulldog Rescue Network said to me in the same day, it's about the quality of Benny's life, not the quantity.  I do know that for sure. I would never want him to suffer.

Thank you again friends. It means the world to us.